The injustice

It comes at the strangest of moments. Today driving back in the stupid 2025 MG SUV I have somehow ended up driving I fell in to floods of tears. I shouted out at a god I have never believed in. Not even for a moment. Of course, when life has punched me to my knees, I have prayed. And in the same spirit I yelled out to the sky, "why not me? Take me you cunt! Take me!" And I really don't care. If I could take the pain, take the journey instead of her I would without a microsecond of thought. If god had any moral sense he would take me instead. But of course he doesn't exist. So I just cried. I got home, parked the stupid car, wiped the tears away and went back in the door with a fake smile and put the shopping away.

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