Brief Update

Great to have the desk underway, it will be a specialiece, but saddening I cannot share photos. Tomorrow we hope to have the facility once again as Skreeworld blog was intended to be a photographic record of what I see. It began to exhibit as an outlet for snippets of news stories that interested me the photography I was taking of derelict and industrial buildings. Later it became a vehicle for the expression of my philosophical understanding of the world. There was a period of nearly two years where I barely wrote a word and focused on my art photography. I later introduced my day job of furniture making. At two points it became autobiography, 'how did I get here' and the 'near death experience.' Lately it has lost its way a little while I undergo personal changes. The trolls do affect you, even though it is evident that they are sad characters with empty lives. If I don't like something I just turn over. Their aim is to hurt but the effect they have on me is disappointment that they havnt found a vocation and it saddens me that there must be quite a few individuals out there who realy have nothing better to do. Without a creative purpose, such as my writing, my photography, my furniture I would find life meaningless. What would be the point in carrying on. I guess these are the types who commit suicide or harm others, paedophiles etc. But life is too short to ponder these non entities. I have work to do. I have found myself on this planet, abundant with other life forms, and no one realy knows why this is. Isn't it unbelievably amazing that this should be. I feel honoured that of the billions of seeds my father spread one became me and I have grown to see all this wonder. Why are we here? They say why questions are pointless and all we ought ponder are the how questions. But I love to learn. Love to find out more. I am agnostic. It is the only real stance to take unless you have had a first hand religious experience. Sometimes I think I have. I shall sleep now and wake to this gloriously beautiful planet, consciousness will slowly awaken as my dog tells me to get going. To get up and explore with him.