Wednesday 29 July 2015

A personal recipe, discovered but thoroughly resea

A personal recipe, discovered but thoroughly researched, is my current tipple. This is one for the very refined palate, not for the novice or under 25 age group. The brain is still forming till this age, I'm not being pompous but know I augmented my brain through youthful exuberance. Of course this recipe is not intended for human consumption, it is pure theory. The ingredients are legal but I think it's naughty to make the plants work so I'm just suggesting a theoretical possibility but one that is utterly resplendent in sheer transcendent and sumptuous beauty, good for body and spirit. Don't drink alcohol with this or eat for a couple of hours prior to ingestion and, as with all psychedelics, never take them if you are on SSRIs. These highly dangerous, over prescribed none medicines can induce seretonin syndrome in conjunction with psychedelics. SSRIs are very dangerous. I once spent a year on them and recall the utter joy of returning to the rock and roll emotional roller coaster of Skreeworld.
::Syrian rue, ground to fine powder, 2.5 grammes. Swallowed. Quite possibly Jesus tipple also given the location of source material. Syrian Rue does provide a pleasant enough experience alone but essentially you want to get that DMT working. This MAOI takes 40 minutes to line the stomach and prevent the dismissal of DMT as the human stomach just filters it out otherwise. . Such is the magical combination of two plants. On 40 or 50 minutes, a simple tea of 5 -10 grammes of mimosa hostilis, finely ground, thoroughly brewed and cooled. There will be a purge but try hold it back as long as possible. This is a cleansing of poisons endemic to ayaushka but nothing like the repeated throwing up of the normal stew. A single and healthy feeling toilet visit suffices. Double the tea dosage if, like me, you are looking to break through to other dimensions. The trip lasts 8-10 hours. Leisurely, incredibly beautiful. A long and pleasant days afterglow follows a delicately patterned dreamscape in post trip sleep. Puts ones lysergics back in to perspective. Being a tryptamine, DMT has the geometric mandala structures similar to psylocibin yet paced far more slowly, fractal geometry forms seamlessly replacing conventional reality. There are no manic moments, dark corners of the soul, though, should one choose to investigate past behaviour, it has great depth, unfinished grieving, contemplating past mistakes, coming to terms with terminal illness, long, deep seated depressions, flattening the rutted tyre grooves the Land Rover leaves in the open pasture of the mind. Freedom to walk freely once more. This soul cleansing or reappraisal of ones past is something lacking from the new lysergics, indeed, this introspection can occur with METH LAD (lsd25), yet far less so in the glitter and flash of, AL -LAD or 1 propanol LAD.
In essence, A simplified ayaushka, basically, free of eight or more hours boiling and far less vomiting but a lighter, less demanding version. Though not quite so all powerful as the primary recipes, I should warn this is best conducted with a trusted carer close by, shaman if you like and no hassle from the straight world or people with whom you aren't too familiar. You are likely to be unable to 'keep face'.. It can be life changing, not everyone's persona or sense of self is sufficiently strong so this one is not for beginners or anyone with a fragile sense of self. However, for the seasoned psychonaut the soul cleansing leaves the mind refreshed, depression free and able to see nature and beauty afresh in these jaded times. I recall last weeks poisoning from MDMA, something I will hence forth avoid. The aftermath and burn out is too much for a fragile older man. Increasingly I see this as a corrosive chemical. Legends of acid casualties abounded when I was young but, personally, I've seen so much more damage to people from MDMA. Despite Dr Nutts enthusiasm, regular use over long periods has a cost and lasting depression. Flush the toilet of serotonin and it'll take time to refill. Recent studies, however, all suggest there is no link between psychedelics and mental health problems. Perhaps those casualties were taking other drugs or just casualties who happened to try acid. Bit of an urban myth, I think. Not to say it never happens, a fragile self narrative will be stripped of illusion. Such is the nature of the magic.
However, I must state categorically This is not a toy, it is serious medicine, so Should you just want a good laugh or If you are starting out I'd go 1p-LAD, 200ug. It's fun, legal and clean. Love the stuff. Ayaushka, however concocted is not applicable to a night out in town. It'd pull you apart till you find greenery, trees, streams, parks, woodland, ideally the wilderness and a good fire. A strange thing with psychedelics is a small dose, taken for caution, usually incurs far greater anxiety than higher doses. I don't know why but this is certainly true. Those half or quarter tabbers are their own worst enemy. You've just got to jump right in the pool, hanging to the side is a sure way to let fearful thoughts in. Immerse yourself, let it take you. Don't hold on to the side, it'll only scare you. Perhaps the trepidation itself triggers those challenging trips I have heard others talk of.
This is a very special thing, some say religious but certainly deeply spiritual. As a boy involuntarily taken to church, I prayed but nothing happened. Clearly, despite the wonderful architecture, Christianity no longer functioned properly. Or maybe God just didn't like me, ask him. Now I know how to meet with Angels. 35 years of study and I'm handing this to you to enjoy and enhance your life. I may not know much but I do know about woodwork and tripping on magical psychedelic compounds.


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