Withdrawal Hole

It's been many years since I did a full opiate rattle and I had forgotten the worst part. The gaping hole left. The utter boredom and depression that takes its place. For me, last time, six months and I gave in. Why bother living this death life when a tenner could have me working, engaged and a set of freinds again. Now I must sit out these months till serotonin, endorphins, dopamine, neuradrenaline return to a balance. Rehabs prey on this vulnerable condition filling poor souls with religion. Russell Brand stinks of post rehab brain washing. Not for skree, I am of more stout and original mind than the Essex clown.